January 04, 2008 Sometimes, the temptation is there, like how are you? How have you been? I've been doing this, that, yada yada.or maybe an i miss you? or can we meet up someday? And all you can do is sit, stare and wonder ; questions unanswered. Because you're uncertain that even if you'd ask, whether ______ would get back to you.
But no I'm not going to lose myself to my temptations.
It's like so near yet so far.
Thinking back about that night, allowing my memory to just flood back. It was great, but I shouldn't have gone.I should have let you lead usme on. On one hand, I felt bitchy, but on the other, I feel contented. I guess I'm doing alright.